Everything To Slow Down I might have decided and realized I can love life when life is slowed down. Put the brakes on ageing. Put the delay on entropy. Pause the movie, the show. Put the stops on. {…} Not to say appreciate the moment always. You gotta pick the…

Talking About Campfires [Originally supposed to be for an Instagram story-rant.] so i was drinking a warm beer (typed bear at first) while watching some George Carlin boomer stand-up material, and realized the importance of campfires and embracing human connections; like, campfires are pretty lit when you think about it…

Just a Philosophical Idea That I Had For The First Time in a While Now I don’t like this blog of mine much, I will admit. I almost make it a point to leave it fucked up on purpose. Just because. I don’t want to obsess over anything anymore. Not…

It’s funny; I didn’t think I would be able to slip out of the rough cycle I was in long enough for my third-eye (so to speak) to open in a way that wasn’t all negative; there was balance, and composure. Look. There’s all these things to think about and…

No, it isn’t. In a way it is, but in a way it isn’t. (…) You know, there are times I can appreciate at least trying to be more literary in my thinking than not. Not that it helps much for all things practical; ever since I had a bad…

All is well, as they say, in the best of all possible world. Volitaire. Pascal. Who? Someone else. Pascal’s wafer. Pascal’s wager. Is it worth believing in God if there isn’t much to lose in it? I believe in everything and nothing. I am a liar who lies about lying. …

Sleep-deprived End of Summer August Moth Indoors Behind Closet Door With Hole Punched Through It On The Other Side Right now there is a small moth just chillin on my closet door. I wonder whether it is symbolic of the weird pain and suppressed sadness I carry spiritually. Tonight my…

In the past few months or more, I haven’t had the time, nor mental space, nor attitude or inclination to voice my thoughts anywhere, even barely amongst friends. Too many dumb, mundane responsibilities met with acute to mild alcoholism, depression masked as anger, and corroborated, undiagnosed health issues — like…

The Content Creator’s Dilemma So obviously there is a problem with everything; if you look into anything enough, then you start to find flaws. It’s always good to start general and become more specific, but sometimes it’s better getting straight to the point. What brings me back to this socially…