2 days agoReevaluating GoodnessI was trying to talk to myself tonight on my drive home. I guess to make it more interesting and to distract myself from any kind of negative thought(s) populating inside of my body and head, senses and intellect. I still feel a bit nervous and uncertain, but currently sober…4 min read4 min read
Nov 19Everything To Slow DownEverything To Slow Down I might have decided and realized I can love life when life is slowed down. Put the brakes on ageing. Put the delay on entropy. Pause the movie, the show. Put the stops on. {…} Not to say appreciate the moment always. You gotta pick the…4 min read4 min read
Nov 15Talking About CampfiresTalking About Campfires [Originally supposed to be for an Instagram story-rant.] so i was drinking a warm beer (typed bear at first) while watching some George Carlin boomer stand-up material, and realized the importance of campfires and embracing human connections; like, campfires are pretty lit when you think about it…2 min read2 min read
Nov 12Just a Philosophical Idea That I Had For The First Time in a While NowJust a Philosophical Idea That I Had For The First Time in a While Now I don’t like this blog of mine much, I will admit. I almost make it a point to leave it fucked up on purpose. Just because. I don’t want to obsess over anything anymore. Not…5 min read5 min read
Oct 25An Apology and A Thank YouIt’s funny; I didn’t think I would be able to slip out of the rough cycle I was in long enough for my third-eye (so to speak) to open in a way that wasn’t all negative; there was balance, and composure. Look. There’s all these things to think about and…2 min read2 min read
Sep 28This is All Fucking StupidNo, it isn’t. In a way it is, but in a way it isn’t. (…) You know, there are times I can appreciate at least trying to be more literary in my thinking than not. Not that it helps much for all things practical; ever since I had a bad…2 min read2 min read
Aug 28All is well, as they say, in the best of all possible world. Volitaire. Pascal. Who? Someone else.All is well, as they say, in the best of all possible world. Volitaire. Pascal. Who? Someone else. Pascal’s wafer. Pascal’s wager. Is it worth believing in God if there isn’t much to lose in it? I believe in everything and nothing. I am a liar who lies about lying. …3 min read3 min read
Aug 23Sleep-deprived End of Summer August Moth Indoors Behind Closet Door With Hole Punched Through It…Sleep-deprived End of Summer August Moth Indoors Behind Closet Door With Hole Punched Through It On The Other Side Right now there is a small moth just chillin on my closet door. I wonder whether it is symbolic of the weird pain and suppressed sadness I carry spiritually. Tonight my…5 min read5 min read
Aug 22Let me just say this. . .In the past few months or more, I haven’t had the time, nor mental space, nor attitude or inclination to voice my thoughts anywhere, even barely amongst friends. …5 min read5 min read
May 12The Content Creator’s DilemmaThe Content Creator’s Dilemma So obviously there is a problem with everything; if you look into anything enough, then you start to find flaws. It’s always good to start general and become more specific, but sometimes it’s better getting straight to the point. What brings me back to this socially…6 min read6 min read
